My next 5 years life, is depending on this month

I am Understand, that statement not one hundred percent
exactly right, but sometime I have to whispering that statement into my own
ears, in order to motivate my self.
Its feel likes a climax condition since my unpleasant
preparation during this time.
And I really need for something that can push me up from
this situation.
Oh god please helps me,
Please help me always aware that I am not a success person,
if I afraid of a failure
Please assist me to hold my
dream tight and never let it vanished
even when I know it hard to reach.
Please relieve me to enforce my
grit behind all of my weaknesses
Please aware me to keep
learning what ever it takes, even when I can not find the destination
Coz Success is not destination,
but its a journey.
